just to be raw..... as much i have to aspirations sometimes to be this great writer/ professor/ intellectual.... none of that will bring me joy.... i think it is self-satisfying but once a achieve a little i'll always want more.... and when i really get my head and heart nsync with one another.... theres nothing else that would bring me greater joy than to give my life to love a group of people so that they know their life was not lived in vain and that they are loved.... i honestly believe that if i have that i could not be insatiable.... so i'll be there.... maybe not forever.... but i'm coming

thoughts from a friend moving across the country!